Aqui estoy otra vez.


Primero que otra cosa, deseo agradecer a quienes preguntaron por mi, y que se han preocupado por saber que ha pasado. Se los agradezco de verdad, parece mentira que existan personas que se preocupan mas por mi aunque la distancia nos separe. Podremos estar lejos, pero nunca lo estaran de mi.

Bueno, en cuanto a lo que ha sucedido, es que me he tenido que cambiar de mi casa, y ha sido otro golpe devastador para mi, porque en ese lugar he vivido toda mi vida. Todas las cosas buenas, malas, regulares, todo, TODO, habia sucedido en ese lugar. Es un rumbo bonito, al norponiente de la ciudad de Mexico. Tranquilo, con todo a la mano, comodo, y lleno de mis recuerdos. Jamas habia vivido en otro lado. Pero la hora llegò, y tuve que irme. Se bien que todos tenemos que "irnos de casa" alguna vez, pero esto supero todo lo que conocia. Hoy extraño mi casa, y, en palabras de un psicologo, estoy viviendo un tercer gran duelo. Primero mi madre, luego mi padre, ahora mi casa, mi fortaleza donde recuperarme, se ha ido.

Ademas, en el proceso, tuve que dejar en el camino muchas cosas que adoraba, pues me recordaban a mis padres. He tenido que aprender a recordar sin objetos, porque al lugar a donde vivo ahora, que es la antigua oficina de mi padre, no le cabe nada mas. Todo el lugar parece un gigantesco juego de Tetris, pasar de un lado a otro es casi imposible, y dia a dia tengo que tirar cosas porque estorban
El suministro de agua es pobre, y aunque hay vigilancia ya no me da por salir sin miedo.
No tengo cocina, refrigerador, ni lavadora. Y bañarse es una hazaña.

Aun asi, tengo que agradecer el hecho de que no pago renta. Y que no es un departamento en un lugar mas lejano, ni mas inseguro. Claro, siendo una antigua casita de los años 40`s, tengo que estar siempre alerta. Los terremotos aqui en el D.F. son cosa comun, pero no dejan de ser peligrosos. Mas cuando esta zona es lacustre; donde vivia antes el terreno era rocoso, muy solido, y se sentian los temblores pero jamas se cayo nada. En fin...

Ahora tengo que reorganizarme. Ahora tengo que vivir para mi.
Y encontrar un motivo para hacerlo.
DA me ayuda mucho, porque aqui he encontrado verdaderos tesoros, que son mis amigos.
Me siento mejor por conocerlos.
Ahora, ustedes son parte de mi familia.




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Here I am again.


First for that another thing, I want to be grateful to those who asked for my, and that have worried for knowing that it has happened. I am grateful for them, indeed, it looks like a lie that there exist persons who worry more for my though the distance separates us. We will never be able to be far, but never be away of my.

Well, as for what it has happened,is that I have had to change of my house, and has been another devastating blow for my, because in this place I have lived all my life. All the good, bad, regular things, everything, EVERYTHING, was happened in this place. It is a nice course, to the northern of the Mexico`City. Calm, with everything to the hand, comfortable, and full of my recollections. I never lived in another side. But I had to go away. Well that we all have that " to go away of house " at some time, but this I overcome everything what knew. Today I surprise my house, and, in words of a psychologist, am living through the third great duel. First my mother, then my father, now my house, my fortress where to recover, it has gone away.


In addition, in the process, I had to leave in the way many things that was adoring, since they me were resembling my parents. I have had to learn to remember without objects, because to the place to where I live now, that is the former office of my father, it does not fit anything more. The whole place looks like Tetris's gigantic game, to pass across it(he,she) is almost impossible, and day after day I have to throw things because they hinder The water supply is poor, and though there is alertness already does not give me for going out without fear.
I havent kitchen, neither refrigerator, nor washer. And to bath is one do exploit


Nonetheless, I have to be grateful the fact that I do not pay revenue. And that is not a department in a place more distantly, not more insecure. Clear, being a former little house of the years 40`s, I have to be always alert. The earthquakes here in Mexico`s City are a thing commonly, but they do not stop being dangerous. More when this zone is lacustrine; where live before the area was rocky, very occurred, and the quakes was feel but never fall down nothing. Well ...




Now I have to reorganize myself. Now I have to live for my.
And to find a motive for doing it.
DeviantArt helps me very much, because here I have found real exchequers, which are my friends.
I feel better for knowing them.
Now, you are a part of my family.


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